I haven't been blogging that much. Sometimes, the words already flooded my head but when I start to type, I just can't do it. I always give excuses like busy with stuffs and all...tired after work...but I know it's just that I don't have the guts to let everyone know my inner thoughts.

Too many issues been troubling me recently and I can say that I've been rather moody these past 2 weeks. I can only blame it on myself, thinking too much of unnecessary stuff. I seem to have lost interest in whatever I do. I wake up every morning only to find myself dragging my feet to the bathroom. At work, I'm seriously getting sick of doing technical drawings and preparing the damn order sheets in CHINESE. Though I've improved for the past few months, I really hated doing it.

I don't see myself going far in this job so I thought of continuing my studies, not in fashion of course. But this means I need alot alot of money to study. My parents can help out but they already paid for my previous degree. And if I were to study again, it means working doubly hard. This is confusing. I can neither do this, nor that. Sighs. Maybe I'm just not motivated to do anything. I used to, now not anymore.

Life has been very uninteresting. It's either work or home. Perhaps I should keep a pet. A small hammy or a little bunnie.

I'm not sure if the surprise I've been planning for so long will work out in the end. I hope it does.

It's a good way to forget all the unhappy things. =)

Don't worry, be happy. Easier said than done but i'll try.